Monday, 4 February 2019

Damned.

Lately I've been having a hard time recognizing my purpose. I feel lost. Like all the things that i had thought i would be are becoming more like a vague memory. The distance between me and my goals are increasing exponentially. The potential that i once had has just vanished jnto thin air and it seems i am not really good at anything. With all of this, the only thing that is actually increasing is my lust for appreciation. For some reason without doing anything at all, i want to be given a reward. Someone telling me that i am doing a great job knowing all too well that i have done nothing at all.

Writing used to be a way out, an opening or a door to my inner peace. But door has somehow become too heavy for me to push and open. 

No comments:

Post a Comment

OLD NOTES

hey isn't start hey :) isn't staring at your phones screen and scrolling down your newsfeed loaded with shit a boring task? how abou...