Life, What is it? Waking up in the morning, working hard throughout the day just to make sure we get a good peaceful sleep during the night. Isnt this the circle of life? isnt this how your days pass by. No really, think about it. When you're working your ass off during the day, doesnt the thought of a peaceful sleep seem like a reward you? well i would be damned to hear otherwise.
Peaceful Sleep? huh only if i were lucky enough to get that. now dont get me wrong here. Sleep, i get a lot of it. and one would consider that peaceful, considering nobody ever woke me up from that important regime. but obviously the defination of peacefulness would vary. now to me.
its 6 in the morning now and i sure as hell dont want to sleep. My body is tired and my hands can barely write this, but the grey matter, the great spiral pulse, the all knowing yet all empty or in the laymans term ,the brain deosnt want me to stop. "Continue", it says! "you have to write this down. thats the only way out." Huh. way out? wow! i am in a constant race with my own inner self. i try catching it but guess it doesnnt want to be caught. Maybe i am not ready for it. to catch it, to know what my inner most self feels like. what i actually want to do, what i actually want to say, what i actually want to eat, what i actually want to feel. How i actually want to live. Huh. how wonderful does that dream sound like. huh, knowing the reason for everything that you do and having no regrets at the end.
Peaceful Sleep? huh only if i were lucky enough to get that. now dont get me wrong here. Sleep, i get a lot of it. and one would consider that peaceful, considering nobody ever woke me up from that important regime. but obviously the defination of peacefulness would vary. now to me.
its 6 in the morning now and i sure as hell dont want to sleep. My body is tired and my hands can barely write this, but the grey matter, the great spiral pulse, the all knowing yet all empty or in the laymans term ,the brain deosnt want me to stop. "Continue", it says! "you have to write this down. thats the only way out." Huh. way out? wow! i am in a constant race with my own inner self. i try catching it but guess it doesnnt want to be caught. Maybe i am not ready for it. to catch it, to know what my inner most self feels like. what i actually want to do, what i actually want to say, what i actually want to eat, what i actually want to feel. How i actually want to live. Huh. how wonderful does that dream sound like. huh, knowing the reason for everything that you do and having no regrets at the end.
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